I was a wiccan and wicca was my way of life. I lived it to the very core of my being. For many years I continued a journey that got me absolutely nowhere but even worse of before I started. Before I journeyed on the road to wicca, I encountered some of the most soul-killing events. Theses events were rape, emotional abuse, sexual abuse, physical abuse, a broken home, an insane mother, an abusive alcoholic step-father, drugs and alcohol.
Fed up with life, I decided to try manipulate my life according to the way I wanted it to be. I was tired of being unhappy, affraid, a victim. After intense research, a witch living with us and a determination of note to rid myself of my step-father, I started practicing magic (spelt magick in the craft). Things started to change. I became powerful and I became goddess! But, I wanted more so I joined a coven. At the time, I really felt I had "come home". Everything was perfect. My coven family were like-minded and understood me. They did not reject me and took me in as one of their own.
Things went well for quite a long time until eventually, the truth set in. I became aware of things that were kept secret and the more I became involved, the deeper I got into the dark side, ending up in a higher occultic group that has nothing to do with wicca. But here I will speak about wicca and the truth behind it.
There is a very real darkness behind the coven I was involved in. And after living with the High Priestess and High Priest, alot of the truth revealed itself. I was dumbstruck by some of the events that this "loving family" revealed. Becuase of wicca, I lost my mother to a death spell, I gave up my rights to custody of my two children, I lost everything I loved and cherished. My soul was slowely broken down, my heart broken and my life was slipping away.
THE STORM INSIDE ME GOT OUT OF HAND
Miraculously, I was ripped out of hell and given hope. Today I am a very happy person, have a wonderful family and have a heart of stone turned into a soft, loving heart. My God, My Jesus Christ saved me. When He became Lord of my life, He governed it and made it a strong and beautiful fortress.
I started a group on Yahoo where you can join in. I am there to answer questions, give advice, help and join in on the chat. This group is moderated by me and no email will pass through without my authorisation. Please do join, I would really like to hear about your journey.
